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Mui's space7/5/2009 愛·到·底 第一年：哭，是一定要哭的，但也要記得吃飯，才有力氣一直哭... 第二年：我在下面一直都在練棒球，希望投胎的時候可以比陳金鋒更厲害... 第三年：毛衣我還穿著，但袖口還是一長一短，請她多多練習咯... 第四年：可以面不改色吃掉二十幾個荷包蛋的人，一定很愛你哦... 第五年：這個世界上沒有絕地武士，但是愿意跟你一起拿起光劍，互砍一整晚的人，你能遇見第一個，也一定會遇到下一個... 第六年：電梯很黑，但是最後，一定會有人把門打開... 第七年：我又要回到這個世界了，人就是這樣，會離開，也會重逢。謝謝你想我，但不要因為太想我了，對全世界視而不見...  7/4/2009 康熙来了was watching kxll this ep on pregnant 艺人s... for no reason, i started crying then cant even stop now... 冠佑 did smth so sweet... 冠佑's laopo 好伟大哦...
妈咪们加油！！！！ 6/18/2009 ^^soooo busy here... but since you guys must be missing me a lot, i shall put aside some time for this long long entry...
so many things to begin with... arrgh...
erm... momo has a physical training coach now... hes SUPER MUSCULAR and quite ok la... very humourous=) hahahaha... wondering if i should take a photo with him and show you guys but he looks ahem(just wrong) in his tights and everything... not very xi2 guan4 with some of the positions(even more wrong = =)... anyway its really tiring but still, i can do inclined pull-ups now!!!! woohoo!!!!
oh ya! momo NEARLY started a r/s with a didi whos like 180++ while hes not even 15 = = got a damn matured face somemore... heard him sing under a not so common circumstance and hes superb! bloody rich somemore(dont really care la, plain stating)... hoho! the most amazing part is... hes very interested in me! HOHO! (btw i look like a demure lady now cuz i got my super long hair extensions & chio coloured contact lens=) anyway, after considering for quite a while(ten minutes maybe?), i decided its best that i stay single^^ (or since ive said much earlier on that im starting with underground r/s, i may be attached already^^ no la... im not... seriously scared of getting attached now...) so we went out once and he gave me the *patpat* which reminded me of so many things... he also told me not to smile when im not happy... aww... wonder why people keep on telling me the same thing... and the story continues but im lazy to type liao...
i love my didi!!!! im top in his lovable list^^ (his mummy second lor)... my didi said even my feet smell good^^ hoho! okay... this sounds disgusting but its true la... im so going to miss him=( haiz... i want a baby too!!!! if only i had a baby, i would pinch his cheeks every one minute^^ how nice~
p.s. still a lot of things to write but im busy... BUSY!
p.p.s. im really still single^^ hehe... hoho... haha... still cant get over the whole love=hurt thing... no guy is good cuz he either cheat or flirt or both=) but ahem very innocent leh... aiyo, dunno la... im a soft-hearted person(dont think too much)... and sometimes its good to be broken-hearted like me... it helps you grow up fast fast^^
p.p.p.s. momo will stop flirting and concentrate on her studies when she gets back! woohoo! she has really wasted a lot of time here (maybe not wasted la, you know what i mean...)... do expect a new nice & hardworking girl!
p.p.p.p.s. i know you people miss me loads, momo will be back on 22nd june ALONE (maybe she will bring ahem back since he wont mind... haha... just kidding... hes still schooling)! i will be home ALONE for one whole week so do come and visit(/one night stand with) me!!!!
cya!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-The End- 5/28/2009 woohoo!overwhelmed with stuff but super duper happy^^ hahahaha... slimmed down a bit more n bought myself so many stuff...
MOMO DA SHIT has a damn tight schedule coming up n shes happy for that as well:
2 drama performances
1 xiang sheng performance ( nice one! im not referring to e fucking competition here... nanhua is gonna win anyw! hoho! 我的熱情~ 好像一把火~~)
1 emcee event
hehe...
it makes u feel ultra happy when u know that although u dont want anyone here, when u want to, hes right here^^
dont worry ppl, momo is not attached=) (and stop thinking she is = =) although 地下戀情 is fun, shes not into it YET... shes going to stay single until she finds herself a GODFREY!!!! HAAHHAHAHA... oops. sorry.
p.s. its 2smth a.m. now but im still awake! guess why? go ask boss...
p.p.s. going science centre with boss tomorrow for fun! hoohoo!
5/18/2009 ^^woohoo! momo's life has been very contented recently cuz shes got EVERYTHING she wants^^ hoho! momo spent a few hundred bucks on 'necessities' for e past two weeks... life is so great! shes planning to write a very long blog entry today:
starting off with a detailed description of the standards of my mr. right: (this may sound a bit random but trust me its not...)
basically theres only two types of guys that momo likes...
ONE - 頹廢 type (go check dictionary for the meaning... its pronounced as tui2 fei4...)
MUST be above 175cm and 65kg... HE needs to have the evil-gangster feel... it will be best for HIM to have moustache [NOT BEARD/HAIR(the soft kind of beard)] and 胸毛 = = HAHAHAHHA... NO SMOKING! must be MAN... its ok if HE doesnt talk that much, momo is honoured to do the job^^ should have a 不爽 look on his face when hes with the rest but always wears a smile when hes with me... (like it better if he smiles a xiezhi smile=)
 mouth tilted to one side^^ aww~ this type is OUT! (TOO LITTLE HAIR!) but the muscles are okay... THIS IS WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT!!!! WOOHOO!!!! GODFREY <3333!!!!TWO - 肉肉型
MUST be above 70kg and 180cm! since this type dont have the MAN look so HE must be physically man... but momo heard something bad from wuyan about 肉肉 =( nevermind, since momo is not inclined towards ahem... HE needs to be humourous & fun and thou shalt do the talking^^
 THIS TWO ARE MY FAVOURITE!!!! but im talking about NONO in this case^^ in conclusion, if thou doesnt qualify any one of the qualities above, kindly do not confess=) momo always gets very troubled at those mr. lefts who confessed... shes not that happy into hurting/rejecting people... so ahem please do not ahem... last but not least, its always better to be friends so that neither party gets hurt^^
p.s. momo didnt state the types which she hates... and shes not referring to anyone in particular... no, shes not...
p.p.s. TODAY IS A NICE DAY^^
p.p.p.s. MOMO SCORED A1 FOR PHYSICS!!!! WOOHOO!!!!
p.p.p.p.s. momo was learning 'karang guni' today during chinese and her pink post-it kana confiscated =(
"bo zhua-gu za-le lio-dian c gi~~~~"
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA... *inside joke* 5/13/2009 老*吃*草ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! momo has found the best MAN ever! omg! 贊貨！GODFREY!!! 高以翔！！！！ *drooling* after scanning through all e didi(s), momo has finnally found a REAL MAN! HOHO! awwww~ momo still prefer (much) older guys... cuz 99.9% of e younger boys are either too immature or irresponsible (even some of e a bit older ones such as ... ... ... ...)
p.s. 丁春誠 also quite yummy... hoho... 4/29/2009 ...it seems to me that whenever i feel sad, it will start raining, and i will feel even worse, and the rain gets heavier... and the cycle goes on and on until we are both tired...
stop raining! if u are feeling pathetic for me then use ur lightning to punish the evil people out there! 混蛋！ 4/17/2009 O.Oim very amused/amazed by what has been happening recently... the weirdest part of all is, although i cried my first cry in front of more than 2 people in my entire 18 years of life, im not that sad... all i feel is myself getting more and more tired day after day... (remind me of one dumb song, ok nvm...) i want to stop writing all these emo space entries!!!! zhuoya is a very optimistic girl and shes not emo at all!!!! the problem is she only feels like writing when shes emo-ing =( bear with it people... (why do i have to keep on pretending that my space is still being read when theres actually no one leaving comments for me anymore =( ) 過氣的藝人 好可憐哦~
was so depressed yesterday that it cost me TWO WHITE PANADOLS to get to sleep... wonder how long more my brain can cope... *shrugs* dont worry people, dabian will spend the rest part of her life entertaining you guys! 一日為藝 終身為藝！hoho i sound so chim!
i truly hope the whatever animal-related association in singapore can spend more time dealing with the unbelievably 瘋的瘋狗s which have been wandering around, looking for target victims recently = = ok, shall stop here. blah blah blah... as ive always said, i LOVE ALL MY DARLINGS!!!! i know theres a handful of you but seriously, all of you are important to me! i do LOVE YOU ALL WITH ALL MY PINK BIG WARM HEART! (which may suffer from attack soon if god continue giving me all these electric shocks) i just realized im being very abstract today, haha bear with it! im a pro clit student^^
went to this easter harvest celebration last week and got really touched... but still managed to hold back my tears=) fell in love with the song 'glorious redeemer' too!
tomorrow is our syf! the BIG day is coming! woohoo! finally... this whole syf thingy now seems like a nightmare to me... i always thought i will enjoy acting no matter what role i get since i love the feeling to be on stage soooo much... but not anymore, to be honest, im freaked out, totally... life after the significant event has changed a lot a lot a lot... ever since 2008, i started losing confidence of myself, gaining a bit back, losing again, and this simply repeats itself... wonder when will it actually stop, and give me a break... (currently emptied of all confidence) sometimes i pretended to be pretty proud of myself and thats when i thought self-deceiving is going to work out for me... but i believe not... im just someone who cant sing, cant act, and is FAAAAT TO THE CORE!!!! and, im someone with lots of friends & fans... thus, im contented and happy^^ (i think im bursting into tears) (ok, i didnt...) (= =)
ONE GIANTIC LOVE FOR YOU! you know who you are... muack!
p.s. clit test is over! omg! *hoho-ing*
p.p.s. zhuoya has got rid of all her vulgarities + finger pointing ^^ as shes going to be a demure nanyang girl from now on... (not applicable under special circumstances)
p.p.p.s. happy birthday to xx who is now a 18-year-old sex-legal woman! i hope my birthday surprise for you was ahem ahem=)
p.p.p.p.s. if you find this font color killing you, please kindly leave me a comment^^ thank you! 4/11/2009 1st time!went east coast to fly kite + ride bike ystd! first time flying kite after childhood! not as easy as it seemed la but quite fun^^ reminded me of e 太委屈 song... sobsob...
then while riding our way back, it started to rain! then i dont think im feeling well now =( but the fit& healthy pork will get back to its shape soon! first time getting sick after caught in e rain... weird weird... i always loved e rain...
so many things to do over this weekend cuz im gonna be a nice ny student from now on! (although i always am) going to celebrate my dear cx's bday latr after yoga and i need to use all my brain cells to think of what to buy for xuxu cuz shes 18 this year!!!! super duper important!!!!
just realised 4 of my friends are aries! like xuxu said, aries reali goes well with saggitarius^^
p.s. still dunno where cx is bringing me = = hopefully i can survive tonite... (i wanna go clubbing!)
p.p.s. my habit of 'p.s.'-ing is coming back!
p.p.p.s. long time no entry le...
p.p.p.p.s. im still feeling sick so warm&fuzzy 关心s are highly needed^^ 3/29/2009 self-confession...it's so strange how ive got over you a long time ago (maybe i didn't), but you keep coming back recently... i've had a lot of dreams recently, they seemed like sweet dreams in the dreams themselves. However, when you woke up the next day, they only contradict with the reality and emphasize the cruelty of this world.
i've made two biggest mistakes: one is to be brought to this world, and the other is to ever know you. there's nothing much i can do about the first mistake, at least not now, however i seriously need to get my mindset right about the latter. To be honest, you are just a downright bastard who has no responsibility and taste. You are way to immature to have realized the pain you engraved in me, but i can't blame you for that since i'm not that thoughtful towards others' feelings as well. But at least i try to change, i'm already changing, i no longer plead anyone into doing things that they do not wish to do; i do not hurt people, especially when i know how painful they end up feeling; i apologize after every single mistake i make, no matter how minor they are, i don't want to live in regret. I guess that's a good lesson learnt. What about you? Have you ever felt guilty? Do you still remember what you said to me? You told me there's nothing good about me in our last convo way way back. The saddest part is, i believed you, i still do. You cheated yourself into believing that it has nothing to do with the r/s you have now. But, everyone with a little bit of common sense can tell you that although you started after the end of our r/s, it was the main reason for the break up. You changed, your feelings changed, everything changed. Come on, be a man, be responsible and tell your clique the truth. I know i wasn't good and that was partly why the change came. I'm now brave enough to confess, what about you? It is impossible to get over your agony (provided you had due to all the lovey dovey fantasies you gave me. For me, this agony is taking forever to heal), get to know another girl, realise her inner beauty, fall in love with her, confess to her, and finally be together, within a short period of approximately two months. So stop lying to yourself (actually i'm telling you both) that it was all my fault. It was after your clique started going out more and more frequently, when you got annoyed by my calls. I'm not trying to prove who is the good guy here, i just want you to know that i'm very aware of the truth, just like how you know it from the bottom of your heart. I always thought maybe it is good to keep everything to myself and let you two enjoy what you think is the very truth, but i don't think i will ever get over it this way. Everyone knows what has happened, everyone, but you two (on the surface i mean). I'm getting my truth typed out because i'm selfish, and i want myself to be happy. I no longer care about you, or maybe i do, if hate can classified as a type of care. But who cares? i just want my confession back. Confess that you were so firm in breaking up with me because you developed love for her, and you were somewhat sure that she would accept you. You don't have to tell anyone your confession. Tell yourself (/ves) that and that will be enough. Do not let my ignorance bury your guilt. If you do not even feel a sense of guilt, then too bad, you are hopeless (maybe you are). If you feel guilty and want me to accept your apology, i will simply tell you "fuck off, it's all too late."
ok, feeling much better now. It's weird how people do not bother (this isn't the correct word) to think about what has hurt them the deepest until one day, they are finally willing to accept something that will help them heal. And it's also weird how you always craved for something, but when you finally have it, you dare not accept it cause you are not sure if that is what you want, and if it's not, you will land up getting hurt again, and this time even your hope is gone. Hmm, i'm not trying to hint anything here, ok i am. Since this is a lesson about facing the truth/confession, i shall be honest to you all. Even if im hurt again this time round, i won't regret, like how i did for you. At least this someone is worth it, and it gives me a chance to forget you.
p.s. there MAY not be a certain someone, this sounds stupid. My friends, you know why i'm doing this, especially boss.
p.p.s. no matter what, friendship is the most important. Love you guys. And sorry for any mistake i've ever made, 打是亲、骂是爱^^ 3/22/2009 someone kindly return this gal her march holiday!!!!since i still wanna write my space during LA lesson in school, i shall refrain frm typing those 4 letters out... maybe i will record it and upload it into my music player someday= = im very stuck with functions&relations! i hate maths SIA! why do we need to murder ourselves with what has already been over?? HARLOW!!! WHY DO WE NEED TO REFLECT ON LAST YEAR'S TOPICS??!! *dead*
p.s. do burn me billions of notes and his photos... 3/19/2009 blood-sucking syf...i got very irritated when my efforts dont get recognized by others... ok, im not afraid of failing or anything, i fail all the time... just that the dumb part is, you tried your best to sacrifice more than enough for something which you dont even enjoy and you still dont get the least respect you deserve... like c'mon la, im not the one who die die must act, i dont even want to act this 'ive-nothing-to-say' role... the whole bloody point is, since ive agreed to act, i have the responsibility to do my part, try my best... however, i dont see why i should get penalized for things i cant achieve by people who dont appreciate. if you dont think im suitable for the role, leave me alone, like seriously. i wont give a damn...
i no longer enjoy acting after all the fun from last production, etc... all you know is to criticise ppl, if you want to complain about me, show me what is the right way. i hate airy comments which are undeniably UNCONSTRUCTIVE at all... i swear i wont mind if you tell me about my mistakes, im always keen to correct them, anyway its our show, but whats up with your useless complaints?? like i can get any shit out of them?? at least i dont think so, and i wont bother to try, i dont want to dig up your shit hole.
i know im always smiling when you start with your useless comments again and again but by that, im just showing basic respect, and i dont feel like embarrassing you although 99.9% of what you said are ******* shit and the 0.1% i did not bother to catch... just want to tell you, im only patient towards cute little babies and since you are never one, dont test my patience... and if you continue getting on my nerves, i will simply walk away... ive done my part, showed my responsibility, you dont appreciate, its fine for me, too bad...
p.s. according to my statistics, you are the only weird organism ive seen... by weird, im referring to physically... 3/13/2009 aww~so touched by renfu~ i guess renfu and xiezhi are e only dream guys left for me now... (i meant DREAM guy only^^ so dont get offended!) wonder why parents keep on emphasizing on how u will grow up one day and suddenly realise that idolizing (which includes wanting to marry him) is childish? until now, im still very obsessed with marrying xiezhi! hahahaha...
after discussing with mummy, im going 台大! (if i manage to get in i suppose...) both mummy and i feel that taiwan guys are GOOD~ (imitating the cow commercial = =)
hahahaha... wonder how long it has been since i last wrote my space entry, i even feel so unfamiliar writing space now... haiz... cant blame me, IM BUSY! not with school work of course... hehe... u know u know... anyway, whatever r/s im gonna get myself 'entangled' into (not saying i have one hor...), i will keep it underground... it occurred to me the other day that since im a 艺人 now (if 933 wants me = =), i will need to keep my love life away from public, or else it will 见光死... *touchwood*
erm... i look slimer now although didnt really lose much weight due to the muscles ive developed =/ i feel so pathetic... how i feel guilty everyday after drinking the bubble tea but still, i drink it everyday! i feel so sorry for myself... how i wasted my precious time and energy jogging 4km almost everyday and gain the fats back again! i bet the aunty added addictives to the bubble tea... its like drug and i simply cant survive without it... "a bubble tea a day keeps the bones away"...
i just have so many things to say and so many photos to upload, tt i dont feel like doing either of them... (can go my facebook for the photos la... im always a very camwhore-ish person...)
p.s. although very busy nowadays, the constant pissing-me-offs have kept me energized and vulgarized = =
p.p.s. dont worry guys, ZHUOYA IS HAPPY! hopefully...
decided to upload one nice pic which i suddenly start to like and have actually created a hp theme for it:
 camp at downtown east...^^3/2/2009 !since i reached home before five(so early) today, im gonna tell u guys e two events which happened today...
good:
yaya was in e lift today n she saw this reali reali reali ADORABLE BABYYYY which she spent all her focus on, so e mother decided to start a convo wid her... anyw, after chatting for life 30secs? yaya asked which floor thet live and to her amazement----8th! since e dumb new lift is still under maintenance, e poor mother will have to hold her baby up two storeys, tgt with e pram!!!! so i volunteered to help her n she actually asked me to hug her reali reali reali adorable babyyyy!!!! awww~~~~
bad:
i was on my way home wid dongdong then this bitchy hag asked to check her e-zlink, then she showed her her bus tics and told her tt she din bring. the damn ****ing part is the bitchy hag actually insulted my dear dong and said she doesnt look like a student! like wtf! so my poor dong cried =/ *patpat* and e climax is... i pointed my middle finger at her (which sadly she din see), and this hci guy behind me saw it... he gave me e eyeballs-popping-out look = = like c'mon la, dont act innocent can? i knw one whole pile of ur schoolmates who point their middle fingers on a average of 10 times a day... (or maybe hes juz shocked at the fact tt a demure looking lady like me actually points her middle finger... HAHAHAHA... didi ah, ppl do all kinds of stuff after suffering from sever 打击 such as getting dumped^^)
in conclusion, babies are adorable whereas hags are fucking bitchy^^ oops... did i actually type tt out?? like wat ive said in my last paragraph, so do i look like a care
= =
 photo of the fucking bitch... help me _ | _ if u ever see her... which i hope u wont... p.s. will upload e photo of e reali reali reali adorable babyyyy when i see her again next tym... awww~ 2/27/2009 blablabla...tonnes of thing happened recently... haiz, im a busy gal now... dont even have weekends =/ anyw i shall try my best to type out as much as i can...
a few days ago, i took e wrong bus AGAIN! but e funny thing this time is... ive alr reached clementi! which is like two mins ride to my house! and... i actually took e wrong bus, instead of 189, i took 184? cant rmb... anyw, i landed up in buckit panjang = = and i was damn tired cuz it was after flag day! i din even get lost taking mrt (i can read e map now^^)!!!! so i called my dear 专属gprs卫星导航系统 n after another hour of journey, i reached home safe and sound...
rehearsing for syf recently... tired. and my memory failure srsly doesnt allow me to do anymore stuff liao...
and oh ya, ting ting (frm CHIJ) came to our school for debate comp this wed and won!!!! woohoo!!!! congratz!!!! and mummy school also won against maris stella!!!! which is so weird cuz last year marist stella went into finals and competed wid out school, and non-surprisingly lost... we are pro ppl!!!! HAHAHAHA.
and something super hilarious happened which made me believe tt im now suffering frm 被害妄想症！haiz... long story... lazy to type^^ and u guys shld knw la... (dont laugh!)
anyw, its finally friday! if not, i tink i will collapse at any time lor... and next week is graces, not reali looking forward to it =/ all thx to e pathetic memory of getting dumped during OBS last year, then now developed this phobia for camps... its like u are out of the world again... ai, nvm...
so ive been jogging everyday, hoping tt i will slim down but i actually developed muscles!!!! will show u my biceps n triceps next time...
and i have to thank a lot of ppl who have been helping me with my projects, etc... for some reasons, i will not make e gratitude public (sentence structure so wrong but who cares...)
n oh ya, anyone has any idea wat is s'pore youth olympics presenters camp?? ive somehow been nominated... = = WHY??!! god, stop making my life so dramatic!!!! i dun wanna die frm heart attack!!!!
actually, theres still many stuff to say but nvm... im tired... bye ppl... hope to write to u soon... 2/18/2009 dilemma...pork is now v confused and e story goes on like this...
she was super delighted when she received a sms frm her pro musician papa telling her tt hes got her her hubby jay's concert tics + backstage entrance pass!!!! its like wow!!!! maybe she will get to take photos with her hubby!!!! and then, her boss found out that jay's concert is on... er... like 3rd of may?? which reali sucks cuz her school holiday only arrives almost one month after that and the worst of all is... IT IS HELD AT E *BEEP*ING 沈阳！who e *beep* will wanna hold a concert there?? everything there is juz screwed except my dear jingyi of cuz... BUT WHY?! ok, i knw theres a saying which goes smth like 夫唱妇随, but this is juz too HILARIOUS!!!!
-The End-
ok, my life has been pretty busy recently, overloaded with all e competitions, my dreams, etc... but anyw, maybe pork is gonna be a DJ soon (praying hard)... and pork has decided to work hard for everything! shes gonna listen during class from now on (limited subjects)! and she has started jogging everyday... she tinks life is great except the fact that shes still having her nightmares every night and she cant slp, and she always feel so helpless and lonely... *shrugs* shes got everything she wants so she should be contented... ya, she knows that very well... shes the '南洋著名司仪' quoted from 杨梅枝老师... (eeee! goosebumps rising...)
p.s. *smile* everything will be fine... 2/8/2009 haiz...zhuoya has been very sick lately... she's been suffering from insomnia and she needs to take pills everyday =/ she's dying i guess... like finally...
and 愛的發聲練習 is a very sad show... how can he be GAY?? after all the sweet sweet romance, the decorating their new house, the catching each other's flu, the piggyback, the hiding under piano, and everything... he turns out to be bi =/ 兵變 is very scary, especially when the one 變-ing is your boyfriend... haiz... 愛的發聲練習... 愛情原來是可以分享的...愛是從電風扇開始… 長大以後，我想要那個… 房子嗎？… 我要那扇窗戶裡面，小小的幸福。 那，讓我做你的第一號家人，可以嗎？
為什麽不要我？ 因為… 因為我愛你。 愛是什麽？ 我覺得，愛一個人，是一直付出，不斷的付出才對。
我們會永遠在一起！
阿良，我是最幸福的小貓，我也在當兵，我要捍衛我們的家。
我不知道這是不是愛。 身體會告訴你什麽是愛。
你知道嗎？部隊裡面每一個人都在抽烟，只有我沒有，壓力再大我也不會抽烟。記得你跟我說過，只要我抽烟，你就再也不會理我了。
你為什麽對我好？害我變成壞人！
可不可以給我一個小孩？…
我們分手好不好？ 不後悔？ 你都已經當爸爸了…
我們都太不小心了，我小心愛上了彼此，又不小心愛上了別人。我，應該是最能照顧小貓的人，確什麽也給不了。當她選擇援交的時候，阻止她的不是我，當她選擇自殺的時候，救她的也不是我，當她最痛苦的時候，我… 沒有一次在她身邊…
我聽說人在要上天堂之前，撒旦會一直來找你，折磨你、試探你…
也許我不適合擁有幸福，但我有能力照顧好我的小孩…
那天我問Sunshine為什麽不問我孩子的爸爸是誰，他笑了，笑著問我，他可以做孩子的爸爸嗎？
你搬過家嘛？你搬家的時候，什麽東西是你丟也丟不掉，卻是大家眼中的垃圾呢？我不知道我跟阿良，以及這些東西，可以在一起多久，但這一刻，我們彼此的誠實，會在心裡一輩子…
他們都愛你，我也是…
我一直問你，什麽是愛？可能，愛真的像我們所說，沒有答案，而是一次次受傷之後，依然支撐著彼此，發出聲音的力量… 2/2/2009 ...也許你從來不想你說過的那么愛我，這才是為什麽那場分離只毀了我一個而已。也許你已經能夠忘記一切重新開始了，可是我卻不能，最後悔的就是竟那么相信你。很多事情其實我需要解釋，我們心裡都明白。你應該只是玩玩，可是那陰影其實一直都在我心裡，我已經無法相信任何人了，我知道這是我的錯，誰叫我那么相信你，以為都是真的。好像現在，相信愛情的只剩下我一個了，人們已經不懂什麽是愛。如果愛一個人，整顆心都是屬於他的，也就沒有空間給其他人了。不要再叫我忘記他了，我也很想，但，不可能，因為我相信。直到現在我才明白什麽是愛... 我只想愛你... 待續... 2/1/2009 最幸福的事 当过你的天使...你撑着雨伞 借我那次 已经足够我 记得一辈子 我懂後来你 不是不坚持 爱情本来就 没万无一失 泪水离开了 你的手指 那不如让它 流在这信纸 我想女孩子 最贴心的是 让爱的人选 结束的方式 我最幸福的事 当过你的天使 趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次 最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势 为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事 可惜爱不是 童话故事 不能够永远 依赖着王子 再难过其实 只剩两个字 我怎麽忍心 为难你解释 我最幸福的事 当过你的天使 趁鼻酸能掩饰 让我们像当时拥抱最後一次 最幸福的事 吹蜡烛时你总为我许愿的手势 为挚爱的人 在左边心口保留位置 是最幸福的事 那一阵子有你 美得不像现实 多高兴每一幕 都微笑着静止 我最幸福的事 牵着你的日子 一段爱从开始 直至分开我们都对彼此诚实 最幸福的事 对那片海用力大喊永远的样子 想得起的事 那天和你傻笑着认识 是最幸福的事... 1/29/2009 PoRk is tired!!!!its been such a busy week (although we onli had 3days of school)!!!! oops did i forget tt tml is fri?? this week hasnt even ended yet n pork tinks she cant cope anymore =/ she will be very very contented if only she can get one day of enough sleep!!!! anyw, shes gonna watch movie (Bride Wars) at vivo tml and she guess its gonna be e only chance she gets for this week which she can sit down n rest for hopefully two whole hours!
luckily pork is growing slimmer day after day^^ next time u see her, she will be skinny like chopsticks n u will use her for ur wanton noodle = = (shes too tired tt shes goin nuts...)
it seems to her tt a lot of stuff happened this week but she could rmb none so i guess this will mark e end of her post...
p.s. pork wants a break!!!! (have a kitkat = =) 1/27/2009 LMAO... Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle mode.
2) For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3) YOU MUST WRITE THE SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4) Put any comments in brackets after the song name. 5) Tag 6 people. ---------------------------------------------------- 1. Are you male or female? 玩美 [does tt mean i can be both??]
2. Describe yourself. 半情歌 [awww... im gonna cry =/] 3. What do people feel when they're around you? 秘密花園 [?? me din knw me got dis song sia = =] 4. Describe your current relationship. 稻香 [wow... ive ripen = =] 5. Where would you like to be now? 你最珍貴 [well... no link.] 6. How do you feel about love? 困獸之斗 [MUAHAHAHAA... whos tt beast??] 7. What's your life like? 可愛女人 [hoohoo~ i din cheat hor, xiaocuicui is beside me now... she can 作證...] 8. What would you ask if you only had one wish? 甜心咒 [o.0 i guess im sweet enuff liao^^] 9. If someone says "Is this okay?", what would you say? 國王遊戲 [erm... this sounds wrong... v wrong...] 10. How would you describe yourself? 圍墻 [yeah rite... i knw im man n strong...] 11. What do you like in a guy/girl? 你那么愛她 [I LOVE SOMEONE CUZ HE LOVE SOMEONE ELSE!!!! *BEEP*] 12. How do you feel today? 離開 [WAH! its cny leh, so not auspicious sia...] 13. What do your friends think of you? Byul (star) [woohoo!! im da bright little twinkle star star!!!!] 14. What do you think of your parents? Track 6 [i guess tt means 這是個不能說的秘密...] 15. What do you think about very often? 明天見 [to shuaiges, yeah true...] 16. What is 2+2? 淘汰郎 [oic... no wonder guys are so hopeless with maths calculations^^ dont punch me...] 17. What do you think of the person you like? 我真的以為 [ya... ya... cheater bug!!!!] 18. What is your life story? DA DA DA [= = am i reali tt hyper??] 19. What do you want to be when you grow up? 囚鳥 [mummy!!!! i dun wanna be a birdie!!!! trapped birdie somemore =/] 20. What do you think of when you see the person you like? 任意門 [yeah agree... i srsly want a bf who looks like doraemon...] 21. What will you dance to during your wedding? 詩歌 贊美之泉 愛的真諦 [believe me its one song= = i feel so 高貴 now...] 22. What will they play at your funeral? 蘭亭序 [im so glad i get to listen to my lunlun song n leave dis world...] 23. What is your biggest fear? 時光機 [WHY??] 24. What is your hobby/interest? Mr. Q [woah. how u know?] 25. What do you think of your friends? 說你愛我 [okay.. u knw wat to write for my comments le hor...] 6 shuaiges/chiobus to tag:
1. BOSS
2. XIAOCUICUI
3. XUXU
4. LAOGONG
5. AHCHIH
6. XIEZHI!!!! (yeah... dream on...) 1/23/2009 HAPPY CNY!!!!I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO VDAY!!!! HOOHOO~ hehe...
anyw, wanted to spent some of my cny time wid brocoli but sadly, i cant possibly work on tues =/ sobsob... im so gonna miss u...
n im reali tired after all e arcade-ing n stuff... im v pro wid dance dance revolution now!!!! show u guys next tym^^ n street bbal also!!!!
i tink im gonna slim down soon... still haf yoga lesson tml... life is touuugh... cant u ppl treat 世界稀有动物 better?? puffpuff.
sometimes i do wonder whether hiding ur emotions is better or releasing them but regret after tt... i tink each individual is unique in his own way... *shrugs*
oh ya, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
p.s. theres no p.s. for today... 1/19/2009 = =The rules: Bold the statements that are true to you
Italicize the statements that you WISH are true
Leave the Fibs alone
I miss somebody right now.
I don't watch TV these days.
i own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm totally smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single.
I have pecked someone of the same sex. (mummy counted??)
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (muahahaha... was tt counted??)
I've rejected someone before.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car. (work as in??)
I love my job. (yupps! wid my BrOcOlI!!!!)
I am comfortable with who i am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausage. (= = am i tinking too much??)
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I can't live without black eyeliner. (dark brown will do just fine...)
I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (i am forgetfull enuff...)
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at least one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better.
I'm an artist. (yes! i am!)
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex. ("like" as a friend.) (i love around 5 lor...)
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.
p.s. i swear a lot... n u shld knw wat im gonna say about this quiz = = *beep* |
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